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21 April 2006 @ 11:08 am
heeey ~
i havent written in forever. well things are just so confusing.
i have a few boys in mind that i may like. however i keep falling for the same one over & over again. and im just so confused on what his intentions really are.
my friends dont want me to like him, but i cant help it.
i really do like him. and may kinda still love him.

im a sucker for this boy.

now im in the computer room with dave, who by the way figured out something that occured monday, without me saying a word. crazyness. monday was interesting
Current Mood: confusedconfused
03 March 2006 @ 09:24 am
my birthday is march 7.
4 more dayys!
i'mma be 18 and i'm so excitedd!
06 December 2005 @ 01:24 pm
Post anything that you want, straightforward or anonymously. Anything: a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
01 December 2005 @ 09:15 am
going back to GJ. ill still try 2 update this

22 November 2005 @ 09:49 am

david is a loser ! and he thinks hes the best but hes really not. lol

im in public affairs now &&& charleen is leaving me in statistics. shes droppin it that loser.
10 November 2005 @ 09:33 am
no . i`m not okay. =[
Current Mood: sadsad
04 November 2005 @ 09:49 am
heyy! ♥

today is pam`s bday! HAPPY SiXTEENTH BiRTHDAY PAMELA! woohoo!

today is also 5 months. but i dont seem to care anymore just cause im so aggravated with everything going on. ugh im sick of life.

i love him so much though.

yesterday i saw george working haha

i got him gum cause i constantly think of him and i know how he likes that gum.

charleen went on a trip today so i guess ill be talkin 2 myself todayy. or maybe sayuri and erin. and pam.

imma gonna try 2 get the courage to talk 2 him even tho he`ll prlly ignore me anyways. I LOVE HIMM
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
03 November 2005 @ 11:44 am
hey hey ♥

its lunchtime and i have been tired ALL day. guess thats what i get for going to bed at 2:30 am and waking up at 6 am. i have no lunch. im just not that hungry anymore..
my therapist told me that i THiNK too much. that i need to stop letting everything get to me and bother me but i cant help it. it just does.
my dad telling me i`m a disappointment that bothers me
my mom telling me i never do anything right that bothers me.
my dad telling me im better off living in the streets or betteroff dead that bothers me
nyame not talking to me that bothers me
my brother bugging me about everything that bothers me.
the death of william ishoo bothers me as well.

ughh why does everything have to bother me?

this week just suckss s0oO badd.
i cant wait for it to be over

and tomorrow is 5 months. im not looking forward to it anymore since he`s not talking 2 me. ughhh

im gonna go and talk to charleen about my stupidass problems. thank god i have her in school with me to help me out otherwise id go crazy.

Current Mood: sadsad
02 November 2005 @ 11:44 am
why doesnt he just talk to me?

apparently im a liar...
when i say i love you to someone i mean it.
but apparently i dont wanna make him feel like an ass when he says it..

this hurts that he thinks that =[
01 November 2005 @ 09:16 am
i hate my fucking family. im in school right now. halloween was a suckkyy night. but for school i got washout hair color and colored my hair pinkk well the tips. yeppiie

then i hung out with the love of my life till like 4. thenn i walkedd homee.

i hate my familyy! =]
according to my fatherrr im a dissappointment. isnt that just great?! ohh yeah


ughhhh =[

life suckks