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03 November 2005 @ 11:44 am
hey hey ♥

its lunchtime and i have been tired ALL day. guess thats what i get for going to bed at 2:30 am and waking up at 6 am. i have no lunch. im just not that hungry anymore..
my therapist told me that i THiNK too much. that i need to stop letting everything get to me and bother me but i cant help it. it just does.
my dad telling me i`m a disappointment that bothers me
my mom telling me i never do anything right that bothers me.
my dad telling me im better off living in the streets or betteroff dead that bothers me
nyame not talking to me that bothers me
my brother bugging me about everything that bothers me.
the death of william ishoo bothers me as well.

ughh why does everything have to bother me?

this week just suckss s0oO badd.
i cant wait for it to be over

and tomorrow is 5 months. im not looking forward to it anymore since he`s not talking 2 me. ughhh

im gonna go and talk to charleen about my stupidass problems. thank god i have her in school with me to help me out otherwise id go crazy.

Current Mood: sadsad
racheldislocatedheart on November 4th, 2005 04:07 am (UTC)
it's natural for those things to bother you.
Azitaozzy_like_dat on November 4th, 2005 02:15 pm (UTC)
everyone thinks im crazy cause it bothers me but im glad someone doesnt =]

im so glad its fridayy and this will all be over with soon.